3 things. Just three things. That's it.

Well, hello.

I'm not keen on typing such a long message, but due to the fact on my incapability on reminding myself important stuff right in my head, I have to write ( or type ). If you are by any chance reading this blog, well good on you. I'll do some quite a lengthy explanation on three major things that I believe have affected my life on these past few days or months.

Just three things. That's it.

For the next few weeks, during my internship I would spend some time typing on what have been circulated and articulated in my mind for the past 2015.

1. Auckland Malaysian Group of Thinkers.
2. How I see you, Malaysian,
3. My thoughts of Islam and how I train myself to train to think, Islamically. ( My opinion how madrasah tarbiyah should be done towards me? Lol. )

I hope this would be interesting when I read this again some time in future. I would want to see change in the life I live in.

You see, we all need to be dreamers.

A Muslim Thinker.

Let's think.

Discovering Me.

Never thought that I'll write here again. Some words need to be told as a reminder to myself. Just a self-checked , perhaps.

I've been doing a lot of things... and I have never put attempt to focus at least one.

Good in everything, Master of nothing.
That is what I am feeling right now.

 The epiphany of being left behind, undeveloped and stagnant have occurred to me for the past six months. Painful? Yes.

Melancholy, I finally took some time to sit and ponder. I am clear of my purpose of life but my attitude was the same. Satisfying? Nope. Horrifying? Yes.

This constant fear overpower me of what I could be: a human being. I could endeavour life further, but I chose to remain still. I realised that I'm not changing but I chose to remain afraid of change.

Could this be a sense of success? Success shall not be conquered by fear, instead it should be influenced by opportunities.

I have chose to live everyone's dream but I have never chose to live what I dreamt of.

A dream to educate. A consistent dream. A satisfying dream.

The resurrection after constant failure.